This archive report was first published on 12 January 2020.
TV host Willis Raburu has been struggling to come to terms with the loss of his unborn daughter, a pain that has left an unfillable void in his heart.
Published on January 12, 2020, Willis shared his emotional journey on Instagram, revealing that he still weeps behind the scenes and his pain has never truly faded away.
He confessed to feeling guilty whenever he experiences happiness or smiles, as the pain of losing his child cannot be masked by false pretenses.
Willis' wife, Maryaprude, had previously vowed to abandon her faith after feeling that God had abandoned them during their time of need.
"I still hurt each day, I still get flashbacks, I still cry, I still grieve and I do so privately but the effects and outlet are sometimes public and I am not ashamed of it," Willis said in a heartfelt post.
He has been taking things one day at a time, allowing himself to mourn and release the pain and anger he feels.
